da nk abes!!!

next month i'm not a teslian no more so please stop call me teacher people..pleasee..i don want that...no more teaching in my life...dont know what i'm gonna study in degree programme..hopefully something that i love...language maybe??dont know yet..please pray for mr kay?

sweet 19!!

well, my housemates made me a surprise party for my birthday
few minutes before twelve, they made our house got black out and pretend that it's bcoz of the overload uses of alectric..
then, ecah called me and wished me 'happy birthday'..so, i went out at the balcony to talked with her..
suddenly, fatin called me from the inside of the house telling that she needed my help...
when i came in, they brought a cute, doraemon cake for me..
oh how sweet..i've never had a party with my friends to celebrate my birthday..
but last night maybe was the best night i ever had..they gave me presents and they're very sweet..
i'm really lucky to have them as my housemates...
but the mastermind???was my only roommate..a big thank u to you..celebrating my birthday with u girls..well dats really meaningful..
actually, my mood wasn't good as it should be and pity for the roommate because she was the victim of me...huhu..sorry babe...
hard to give the details of that night as i'm not good in describing things as the backstabber does that we've ever known in kuatan...
simple words=i was very happy and i'm gonna miss you all after this..love all my housemates..

my latest xtvt

24/1-1/2/2009
went home for chinese new year..
1st night at home i knew that my friend betrayed me..
i'm so pissed off with her..
really HATEEE HER!!!!!!!
k..forget bout that lil' damn idiot in my life..
i have a good time with all my family members
but on 28/1 my dad sick..
effect of cigars during his youth time..
1/2 i came back to kuantan but still worried bout my dad's condition...

4/2 i hurtd myself bcoz of that backstabber..
so i need to get treatment in sg. isak(don't really knoe the spelling..huhuhu)
and from en.murad(staff of uitm)
but still it's not in good way
so, today i'm going to my hometown..
24 hours exactly..

still want it!!!

hi,


it's been few months i dreamt of an ngage classic and last night i had the same dream again..


i've been searching for a good ngage months ago..


and i always think 'bout it even if i am in my class..


don't know what to do now..


hope i'll get it one day..

my MUET result would come out this Thursday..


i wish that i could get band 4 at least..


so that i wouldn't have to re-seat it..

new year, new sem, new hope

hopefully this new year will bring much progress in my life..starting with my study and also with my surrounding..i don't want all the things happened in the past be my obstacles..nothing much to write..just want to wish good luck to all of you out there..may your life be blessed..

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SORRY!!!i didn't mean to make hurt your acer..really hope you could forgive me..pleasee..

worst day in life?

ummi i could feel that i won't get band 4 in muet test bcoz i didn't do well in the speaking component!!don't know how to react..my mind's blurred now..
at first it was all smooth but then when i opened my mouth to give out my point, the invigilators stopped me and she said that i was out of points..m tryin to b calm but when my 2 minutes time is over i feel like i was damn stupid person..making myself as fool as d donkey in front of my friends n d invigilators..that's d worst thing i'd done in my life..then one of d invigilator told me to do well in d 2nd task, that was d group discussion session..
in d 2nd task, i tried to do my best so that i could gain more marks to cover my 1st task..but then again i felt terrible when i had to use Robert T. Kiyosaki as d example..just imagine what were my friends' reactions when i mentioned Robert's name??they're all got blurred and they must think that i did it with purpose..but d truth is..i had to mentioned his name because the invigilators need example in our points..no matter what i really thankful to my bro because if he didn't asked me to read "Rich Dad, Poor Dad", i don't think i'll do foundation in TESL right now..the book did helped me a lot..thanks Robert..

exam week!!!

yo!3 more papers to go before holiday starts...including muet?it'll be 7 papers i guess..really can't do anything bout it..i don't feel sleepy even now it's very late..2.30 am for students who have two papers tomorrow..doing nothing but blogging?!juz wasting time right??..
to my nieces and nephews..i really miss all of u especially qistina..m not bias but because i took care of her since she was a baby..so i feel like she's like my sister to me..i do want a sister but there's nothing my parents could do now..huhuhu..i really can't wait to meet qis..feeling like want to fly home for even a second with her..i will..

so buzy!!

yuhuuu!!!!i'm back...but with abundance of work to be done before my final exam..

raya time's out..5th day of raya i've been here in my campus..counting the days to finishing this sem..only 3 more weeks before my final exam..about 3-4 test to go..few of assignments..2-3 presentation and enjoy!that's what i can say about my life now..simple, boring?don't know..
congrats to my bro for his engagement on the 4th day of raya..no one could guess who's your destiny..same goes to my bro..he got engaged with her former schoolmate after frustrated with her ex last year..
simple word for me is that there's nothing we could guess in our life..so just go with the flow and pray to Him after you have tried your best