raye..ngage!!!

i luv this raye!!!..all family members gathered at my house..making noise n went raya together with two new family members;k.yana n isya..:p i got a new scar on my right arm, being too focused while i was ironing my clothes and that's what i got. quite a big scar and quite painful..despite of that,the whole one week was like heaven to me eventhough the month of ramadhan really mace my life terrible..many things that i didn't hope happen especially two days before raya on my way back to terengganu..that's the saddest moment in my life i guess n i really really hope it's not gonna happen to me again..i'll always remember what u've told me "treat my lyke others"..yes!!i'll treat u like others..don worry..like i usually said "it's just only a matter of time.."everyone is same..only friendss..

the end of raya story..one month left for this sem before the long break..can't wait for that!!haha..sadly yesterday, i went to pkns alone to buy a new charger for my ngage..that's not sad..this is sad:instead of buying it, the man at the shop told me that the charging port was unusable and that's why my phone can't be recharged..i was very sad and realized how i loved the phone..so, i called haziq n asked him where should i repair it and the answer was at Plaza Alam Sentral (pas)..ignoring the rain, i quickly ran towards the pas hoping it would get repaired..there went RM70 as the cost to repair it..then, i went home..at my room, i realized the speaker was not functioning..so my phone will be on silent mode for now..huhu..well, i guess those are the signs that i might buy new phone..g900 maybe..huhu..don't know yet..

p/s:Happy birthday to nuaryoung!!may u will be young always..huhu..

w902

this w902 that had stolen my heart..huhuhu..but still it's too expensive n i'm not gonna buy it for this time..maybe in another two or three months..

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p/s:may god bless us all for what we have done in our life..

2 days to go!!!!

this is d pic that i used for my nagage's wallpaper..i really miss her n also my other nephews n nieces..my heart's like going to explode when i think of them..no one knows how much i love those kids..even if they're very naughty n always make me angry..huu...

my only hope after this raya that i can a new me n people could accept me the way i am..bcoz maybe there's people that can't accept the way i am now..my life stuck here without progress is bcoz of u..i need motivation so that i can accept the fact that we are in different life now even if we are at the same place now..

i wear my ring again..only when i feel lonely and need someone to support me..i thought that i could stop wearing d ring last year when i knew u..but i can't..now i don't know when will take off the ring..just let the time decides it..

i don't want to b too close to any people coz i'm scared that the same thing might happen again n i don't hav the courage to face it..no more games for me please..just wanna b a person with my own world..sorry if after this, i would hurt people's feelings..im too tired to take care of others' n no one cares bout me..but believe me it's not my attention to hurt "your" feelings..mayb no more terms like "b...friends" and g..dfriends in my life for certain people that i knew..

p/s:i need someone to guide me now..

t707

some pics of it

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between those two phones which one is better??t707 n w980..i'm stuck with this thing for few days..

can't make right decision

between w980,t707,w508 n r306 which one is the most suitable wuth me??..i'm really confuse now..maybe w508 n r306 were not good choices but the other two were extremely hot..n i love both of d design except for t707, the inner design was not really pretty..dat's d problem with sony..it produces great mobile phones with great speaker sound but it also produces hp dat's not have d inner beauty..huhu..
so please people help me..the price was not far differs..

tuesday-18/08/09

"nabil, motor tu!!!" eka screamed at me..
i was blurred at that time..really blurred n i wasn't sure with what happen..i was thinking of something and all d presentations that i got to do that evening..n also bout my fren who got fever..thinking that maybe something worst had happened to her because she didn't pick up her phone when i called..only when a motorcycle stopped with just only a few inches right in front of me then, i realized that actually i was nearly got hit by d motorcycle..but i still didn't feel anything like nervous or afraid because i can't think rationally at that time..maybe because i didn't have enough sleep n i felt a bit tired...

however, i did all my presentations in d evening..the first presentation was bout a poem by Emily Dickinson..here is d poem:

I’m nobody! Who are you?
Are you nobody, too? Then, there’s a pair of us- don’t tell!
They’d advertise- you know!

How dreary to be somebody!
How public like a frog
To tell one’s name the livelong day
To an admiring bog!

sometimes, i feel that the poem has got something to do with my life..huhu..luckily i feel that being the somebody must be terrible than being a nobody as they keep telling people the same thing..haha..at least, i'm not telling people the same old thing again n again..

then, another presentation about health in d next class was being done by me..it's bout cholesterol level in our body..at first,i thought that was a lil' bit messy but after thinking bout it again, maybe i did it well. i don't know..my frens said both of my presentations were good n dat's making me feel good..

which one??

help me to choose which one of the following phones..

can't sleep again!!

haha..can't sleep tonight..tomorrow will b my first test of intro to language n linguistics...i don't really know what's gonna happen wit me this sem..really don't know how am i going to face all d problems n challenges dat will come later..i know what kind of probs are them but i can't do nothing to prevent it..syahid says juz face d music..haha..so, dats what i'm gonna do..i'll just face d music of my life..i'm stuck in d middle of two things..between my feelings n others'..which one should come first??i can't make people happy n at d same time i'll b happy too..there's always sacrifices...

to NUR ELLISYA MAISARAH SOHKDI N FAMILY...i miss u a lot..if only i could fly back even for just a minute..i will..just to take a look at you..n kiss u, give u the warmest hug i could possibly give..balqis don't be naughty ea..ur mama must be tired coz need to take care of u, ur two naughty bros, ur new sis n also ur abah..be a gud, nice sis eh..i'll b back one day before raya..balqis please help ur mama make raya cookies n change the curtains..huhu..when i get home i want to see it lor...

to Ifayoung, may u be happy wit ur new car..after this, i don't want u to be sad anymore..

to Inayoung, GUD LUCK for ur interview..nnti dpt keje don't forget to treat me NASI ARAB taw!!

to the head of Young's family n wife(umi n abah la) i miss u a lot..huhu..take gud care of urself k..

to Nuaryoung, slamat berbahgia ngan wife tersayang..can't wait to have nephew/niece from u guys..huhu

to Imyoung, pandai2 la idop kt s.alam..b patient..there's always good things waiting behind all the bad things happen..it's just a matter or realizing it..

p/s:it's like giving a speech for winning grammy award..huhu...besela lame x post..this week start pose..

lastly,
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN TO ALL MUSLIMS

newborn baby

haha..yesterday i got gud news from my mom telling that i've got another niece born on yesterday's morning..huhu..feel really excited..can't describe how hepi i am now..now the issue is on the baby's name..wheather NUR ALLISYA MAISARAH or NUR ELLISYA MAISARAH..both are cun names babe!!

now i really can't wait to go home..wanna hug, kiss my new niece..wanna take really gud care of her..there gone all my probs for a while when i received the news..i wanna go home this weekend but umi doesn't allow me..she just asked to wait n come home till raya time..waaa it's very long time umi..terseksa jiwa ni..huhu