worst day in life?

ummi i could feel that i won't get band 4 in muet test bcoz i didn't do well in the speaking component!!don't know how to react..my mind's blurred now..
at first it was all smooth but then when i opened my mouth to give out my point, the invigilators stopped me and she said that i was out of points..m tryin to b calm but when my 2 minutes time is over i feel like i was damn stupid person..making myself as fool as d donkey in front of my friends n d invigilators..that's d worst thing i'd done in my life..then one of d invigilator told me to do well in d 2nd task, that was d group discussion session..
in d 2nd task, i tried to do my best so that i could gain more marks to cover my 1st task..but then again i felt terrible when i had to use Robert T. Kiyosaki as d example..just imagine what were my friends' reactions when i mentioned Robert's name??they're all got blurred and they must think that i did it with purpose..but d truth is..i had to mentioned his name because the invigilators need example in our points..no matter what i really thankful to my bro because if he didn't asked me to read "Rich Dad, Poor Dad", i don't think i'll do foundation in TESL right now..the book did helped me a lot..thanks Robert..

exam week!!!

yo!3 more papers to go before holiday starts...including muet?it'll be 7 papers i guess..really can't do anything bout it..i don't feel sleepy even now it's very late..2.30 am for students who have two papers tomorrow..doing nothing but blogging?!juz wasting time right??..
to my nieces and nephews..i really miss all of u especially qistina..m not bias but because i took care of her since she was a baby..so i feel like she's like my sister to me..i do want a sister but there's nothing my parents could do now..huhuhu..i really can't wait to meet qis..feeling like want to fly home for even a second with her..i will..

so buzy!!

yuhuuu!!!!i'm back...but with abundance of work to be done before my final exam..

raya time's out..5th day of raya i've been here in my campus..counting the days to finishing this sem..only 3 more weeks before my final exam..about 3-4 test to go..few of assignments..2-3 presentation and enjoy!that's what i can say about my life now..simple, boring?don't know..
congrats to my bro for his engagement on the 4th day of raya..no one could guess who's your destiny..same goes to my bro..he got engaged with her former schoolmate after frustrated with her ex last year..
simple word for me is that there's nothing we could guess in our life..so just go with the flow and pray to Him after you have tried your best

big relief!!

just counting the day to go home now..assigments are all done..but still need to do the cleaning in my room..just want to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!!!to all my siblings don't forget to give me 'duit raya'..hehehe...

locked in own room???!!!!!!

what the heck??pity me..huhuhu...last night i finished doing my homework in the computer lab i got stuck in one of my friend's room for 10 minutes i guess...that's the funniest thing in my life..i was in the room with the owner of the room and all of our friends outside tried their best to save us..it's like we've been kidnapped and waiting for someone to save us..luckily, with all the effort, we finally got out from the room with a grateful face..i can't imagine if we'd to stay in that room for a just like prisoners....but guess what??only a few seconds after that we're locked in the room again but that's the three of us now..then again we had to call our friend to save us..
urmmm.....although this week is quite buzy for me but i take it as the happiest week ever in my life since i'm a u student..too much happy things happened and i just can't explain it words...
first, i get to see my friend smiles again after she had problems with her soulmate..it's very hard to see she smiled for the past few days.. she only smiles again starting from yesterday perhaps..i didn't remember because that's not important anymore..huhuhu..i can't bear to see her sulky face anymore because she's one of my bestfriend here..i wish if we could mantain to be bestfriend like this forever..i really wish that to happen..
second, i've finished my term paper!!!MERDEKA!!!!hihihi..now i'm counting the day for me to go back to my home..i really miss my family..saddest thing is i only have four days to break fast with my beloved family..

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well..i just got another assignment for my college study skills which the line is one week before 29/10/08..meaning??i can procrastinate that and concentrate more on my term paper..hehehe..
sadly my hari raya won't be fun as others as i have abundances of asslngments that need to be submitted right after raya..(this is the effect for practising procrastination..huhuhu)pity me huh?so if you don't want to be like me don't act like what i did..
hmm..my sister wants to have a bowling challenge with me when i get home next week..i accept the challenge so that we could know whether she or me is more skillful in bowling..hehehe..can't wait for that..i'll post some of my memorable pictures during the fasting month sooner..

18/09/08...

wow!there's only one more week left before hari raya comes..hehehe... really can't wait to go home but also one more week left before the line for my term paper..and still i didn't do anything about it..maybe only just 40% is done..
the best thing i've got my allowance but i still can't withdraw it..don't know what's wrong with my bankcard..however, the positive side is it will save my money from shopping non-important stuffs..huhuhu..
actually i want to tell that yesterday was the best day ever in my life since i've been in kuantan..because i had lots of things done with my classmates..we went out from 12 noon and got back at our campus right before 11p.m..wanna know what we did??for the rest of the day, we went for shopping at mega while i just had a window shopping since i can't withdraw any money from the ATM..
then, we break our fast at SARATHAI restaurant near the megamall..after we pray, we went for a bowling tournament..it was my 1st time i played bowling and i really enjoyed it..but my scored wasn't good enough..well, it's okay since i'm a beginner player right?
after that we went to the east coast mall to have a window shopping..only after that, we went back to our campus..but still on our way to the campus we got to take many photos..that's sweet i think because that's the first time we got to spend time together excluding the time in our class..i hope we could spend more time together like that so that we will be closer and get to know each other better..

getting worst!!!!

oh god!what should i do???my life's gettin' miserable now...i try to be a happy go lucky person but then it turned me upside down...what do you think when your heart hurt by someone who is important in your life?it could be your loved ones, friends or anyone who's supposed to give you inspiration...suddenly, i remembered all my friends which simply say they are my life..i can't live without them..really can't!!that's why my life now is like a ship without it's captain..

the ring are my frindship rings with my clicks here..mine are the smallest and the one at the center..at first i don't really know why i wear them but now i knew it..all the rings replaced all my beloved friends in the video i created in the name of kenangan terindah post..maybe i wouldn't wear any ring if i could find friends in which i can share everything with them..i'm waiting for it..

hmm...juz got a good news...i got good marks for computer literacy...that's the only thing can cheer me up...that's what i like so much...

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i was really tired with all d damn stuff i got to do this week..so much s**t which can really make me went crazy...the drama my class presented to the audience on last friday is all about independence but myself still do not independent!!!i even did not know what's wrong with myself..
going to class is just make me bored this week..i don't know why but every single day passes with the same routine..no challenge at all...maybe that was what had made me bored in all those passing days..
i got an assignment for computer literacy that needed me to do it with a partner..the deadline is nextweek and i still procrastinating...actually it's not my intention to procrastinate but the situation i'm facing me had forced me to do so...technology is what i'm looking for so how could i procrastinate doing something that i love the most???maybe because of my bad mood for this month will ensure that i'll procrastinate each task i received...
as this is the fasting month i think that's of the reason why i'm procrastinating the tasks...some problem made myself become more miserable...assignments are the main problem..friends??some are okay and some aren't...myself???!!!yeah that's the cause of these problems...

after a long break!!

urmmm..what should i write yeah? i don't know either because there's too much things had happened in my life these few weeks..so much trouble and problems..so as work..

assignments,merdeka celebration's day and friends??nevertheless i managed to handle all of them even if not as wise as other people because i did have tense in those weeks..

i had sleep disturbances, two killing presentations and a drama which are not worse but still have a lot of weaknesses..

presentations sucks!!really hate it..it made myself look stupid..and it really did!!..merdeka??my heart is not merdeka yet..too many things are in my mind now..i can't think about any of it now!!hope there's someone out there could help me..

this morning i had to deliver a speech so i chose "car and chess"..thinking i can share something i interested with my friends, i speak nonsense in front of my classmates and i thought that was the stupid thing i'd done in my life..that's terrible for me..really sucks!!

soulmate??

yes my hamsters aren't my soulmate because we differ in species..but i can't tell u how sad i was at that time...well..this is the mid-sem break now..i'm juz spending my whole week at home and try to finish all my assignments..well that's all..i'm to tired now..

holiday??? OR mourning???

waa i feel so great because it's time for me to go back to my hometown this evening...i missed my home so much..but sadly to say that both my hamsters are 'gone'.they died this week..and it really affected myself..i can't study properly until one of my classmates recognized it..she asked me "why u seem so stress?but how can i admit it??so i juz say "no la"..but deep inside my heart i really felt the sadness..i love my hamsters so much..it's been a few days they left me but i still can't forget them..i wonder what would i do when i at home..alone..because i usually spend my time with my hamsters....some says i'm just wasting my time but no one could understand what i feel..it's like you lost somene you really love..but actually more than that...more to soulmate perhaps?? i'm not sure either..i only know that they will always be in my heart..ALIVE!!

finally i met him

i went to mega yesterday..guess who i found??qirann..i was very surprised to meet him..at first, i'm not sure whether it's him or not..so i called my sis and she confirmed that that guy the qirann that i eager to meet..qirann is the northen guy that i told you in the older post entitled "love"..he's totally out of my imagination..and so he is differ in his pic..but i still recognize him..so we had a little chat..juz for the ice-breaking...moreover, he was rushing because he need to go to send the tourists he brought to kuantan as he is the tourist guide..
so that all i can think of him now..besides, i need to go..i need to study for my test tomorrow..juz wish me best of luck k..

futsal futsal futsal!!!

waaa it's a chaotic day...everyone was very excited playing futsal..including me..at first, i wasn't that excited but after my team,7Eleven won a match i started to feel the excitement..we beat our opponents 2-0..i scored one..well everything was going smooth although all of us got hurt..that's my team picture..
we finally made it to semi-final..i'm very proud because my team was the only teslian group who managed to go that far..at semi-final, we had to beat the champion for two sems consecutively..
wanna know their secrets of success?first, they recite the 'doa' before the match...alhamdulillah..but then, when they were in the field they played horrible!!so we played just like them so that they will feel what we felt during the match against them..guess what??they cannot stand with us and they shouted to us just like they were........!oh god..i hope U could tell them how "nice" they played..they were all good actors..
if they are really good in futsal,how come they can't score even one goal in two penalties given to them???...
they grabbed our shirts, hold my hand so that i can't shoot, and they made us felt..luckily they are all my seniors so i still respect them..but not really during the match..however, i still respect them and i wish they will remain champions forever..as a futsal player i'm not sure whether i still respect them or not but as a student, yes i do respect them..
we lost 0-1 to them..i don't mind that because they not played fairly..at least they know that we're not like the other juniors who got defeated by them 0-3,0-5..'
lastly, i would like to apologize to all the seniors out there for my rudeness..but if i don't write these out, maybe they wouldn't realize there were some people who really ruined the seniors' name..juz like the Malay says "kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga"..
well i'm really sorry for this..hope you guys could forgive me..

campus day out!!

waaa..it's very hectic la today..everyone was very buzy with their own business..except for me..i only went there and spent my whole day eating eating and eating...it was very boring for me because i had nothing to do...
oh dr.j is actually my lecturer..he is a funny man..luckily he is funny or else i will sleep during his lecture because he teach me malaysian studies which is very boring to me...

teslian seniors...

emm....to all those teslian seniors out there who had juz finished their foundation in tesl..i hope that you guys won't give up easily..i was very sad as i heard your story..it really make me think deeply about where i'm gonna b after i finish foundation in tesl..i can't imagine if i had to further my study in any other courses in which it does not relate to what i'm learning now such as culinary and business management..that's totally unfair!..it's not logic if we need to take any other courses than B.Ed TESL as our degree program if we are actually fulfill the conditions needed..

sakittnyerrr!!!!

aduhhh!!!!!my arm hurts..i don't know for sure the reason but it really disturb my sleep last night...i never got sleep disturbance before..i think that my arm experienced "tersalah urat" now..s***!!!!i can't do things well because it happens on my right arm..i still can write but it does hurt me...either i go home this weekend to get the treatment or i'll just be patient waiting for the mid-sem break to get the treatment in my village..it's not that i don't want to get any treatment here but my friend just told me that there is no village treatment here...

in order to reduce the hurt that's eating my arm now i better bandage my arm with my handkerchief..or maybe put some oil treatment...pity me huh..

well talking about "mengurut" i have some experienced about it..since i'm in form 2 almost every weekend i'd to go to the tukang urut's house to get the treatment bcoz my bones are very sensitive..until one day the tukang urut asked me not to do any heavy works which can effect my bones.

2 weeks more before mid-sem break

hahaha....this is the time when all of students waiting for...haa thanx for all d comments sent..i really appreciated those comments.they gave me more ideas to write but now la..i want to correct my mistake about my sister's love story.. well she actually had a heart broke in her past time..i don't remember the date exactly but she really did. that heart broke had caused her lots of problems..i guess..however, it was the past..thank god she's alright now..or else i can't think what will she do to release her stress..i'm sure all of you know are effects for having heart broken right??..that's all i can write for now...all my fingers are getting to freeze because the air-cond here are making me feel like i'm in winter now..

jomheboh in kuantan

heboh k?? it's juz an ordinary thing for me.. it's not really 'heboh'.well i'm not going to talk about it bcoz i don't think it is important..what's more important for me now is the concern of where are the teslian students will go after they finished the foundation in TESL..whether they can further their studies in B. Ed TESL or go into the courses which are not related to english???well that's the major question keep playing in almost all the teslian students..however i hope that DR.J could do something for us..he is our hero.. thank you soo muucchhhh Dr.J..we all owe you..

what the ****????

hahahaha......chelsea managed to defeat malaysia 2-0....what had happened to malaysia player??or they were giving a chance for chelsea to win the match???what an excuse is that?!!if malaysia was giving a chance juz giv them ONE GOAL only..there's no need to giv them too much goals..however,i think malaysia was trying their best but they didn't have the luck...well malaysia was repeating the history when they had lost to manchester united a few years back..whatever it is,that was a big shame for malaysia because as i remembered malaysia team always had lost to the opponents eventhough they were playing in our country!!well that's it for now..i have to go to celebrate chelsea winnings..huhuhu..juz joking ya..i'm still malaysian so of course i will support malaysia no matter whatever it takes..actually i really frusted with the malaysia team but it's okay..hopefully they can do better next time..

kenangan terindah

this is a video i made during the last 6 month break before i entered UiTM..it is about my motivational camp in Terengganu with all of my bestfriends..we all were very happy with the camp because it is full of unforgettable memories..please take a look at it ya..

love???!!!

love is very hard to explain..only those who have experience it can feel how warm the love is..for instance my sister..she was a real player last time but it all changed after she met a guy who is just normal to me..luckily i think that he has no special or else i think my sister and i would have a fight for nothing juz because of this northern guy..
my sis used to play with somebody's heart but i'm grateful because she had changed now..did she had a heart broke before this??i'm not pretty sure about that..i hope no...

that is an example of love story..a very short love story..some people do not have this kind of love..some of them are finding their true love which will last forever..i want to write more about love but now i don't have the idea..maybe i'll write more about love later on..

long time no write

hi!!it's near a month i've been here..i mean in uitm kuantan..i'm getting more buzy right now with all d heavy assignment but i really love to procrastinate..i know that it's not good for my education health but i still can't avoid it..

well about d love issues..it's been in my consideration now..love is universal.it can be love to parents, frens or maybe to your loved ones..for me to write about loved towards the loved ones??do wait until i got my love ya..but i still can write if there's request as i have some experiences in settling down my friends' love problems..huhuhu.sometimes i wonder how can i solve their loves problems..hihihi..

my 3rd week as a U student

well, my life is full of colours here. black, white, yellow,blue,.. it's easy for me to say that i have all d colours now. sometimes i feel very bored. i guess that i'd something to do right now.i need to do a lot of journals regarding my life and all current issues.so if anyone out there could help me with d current issues, please tell me what issues should i write..

my dream car!!

well this is my dream car..i started having interest on this car was when i got to know a little bit about sport cars..now i really can't live without thinking about this car for even one day..i juz hope that i can manage to own one of this car..and now i m searching for a Skyline GT-R..

my first writing

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this is my first writing..now i'm proud to say that i'm one of the UiTM students..
Being university students really make me think twice before doing anything..